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and baby when you cry..
03.21.04 (5:25 am)   [edit]
Hearin': Girlfriend ((Nsync))
And just when you thought maybe I was one of those gothic chicks. Oh, how I suprise you. *wink*. Anyways. I'm almost on my way to 'the resort'. Saying that reminds me of this Goosebumps book I read about a resort..even though I seriously doubt that werewolves are tearing apart people at a Disney Resort. I have mixed feelings about going. I mean I think it'll be fun and everything but I would rather be at home with Aunt Judy and Mom then out chilling with kids my own age. Okay that's a lie. I would just like to point out that I have yet to see a movie where Jared Leto has not died or ended up permanently disfigured. I see a major problem with this. I went dancing last night. Whooo. Right.
---You can call me crazy, if you want too, that's true, I'm crazy 'bout you---
 
I am Jack's wasted emotions.
03.20.04 (8:27 pm)   [edit]
Hearin': Capricorn ((30 Seconds to Mars))
Aha. Well if you've ever seen fight club you know exactly where I am coming from with the 'I am Jack's...' deal. It was a suprisingly good movie, even though I only got it to see Jared Leto who was in it(who looked like..eh..by the way). It's really funny to throw that line in there in a conversation. Everyone has a completely different response. Unless they saw the movie, then they go all 'did you like the part where...' and you end up talking about movies for like 4 hours. Most people think you're insulting them. Theres this line in Romeo and Juliet where Juliet says that she could kill Romeo becuase she loves to hard. And that applies to me. To most people in my position actually. I was thinking, and I don't really WANT a boyfriend. I think I'm just estranged because I always think I need reassurance about myself. But in all actuality, I don't. And I just plain don't care anymore. I think that everyone reaches theyre peaks at different times in their life. It's not fair to me and Rebecca to have to wait til we're in our 20s to become ms. popularity, but hey what can you do? Thats exactly right..nothing. I hate situations where you can't do anything to prevent it. I always feel like I have to be in control. I keep forgetting to write my penpal. This could lead to problems. The 'new guy' at our school is so secsy. But of course he's already asked someone out. Even though she said no, he's still stalking her. It makes you think twice about the guys your drooling over *coughSTEPHENcough* aha. Umm. I went to go take some random pill to help me sleep and of course my parents took them all with them on the cruise. My pills are floating away to Belize at the moment. Which is fantastic as I'm going to the Polynesian resort tomorrow and I'm going to have absolutely nothing to take when I'm up all night. Only Rebecca and my parents know about my secret aspiration and I want to keep it that way. I've been practicing every night. I think I'm getting better. That sounds so horribly wrong. In most people's blogs, people talk about the guy they're going out with. I wish my life was so simple..
---I'm going nowhere, going nowhere fast, drowning in my memories, living in the past. Everything looked black til I found her. She's all I need and that's what I say: I call her Red---